I despise the song, but it seemed an appropriate title for this post! 😛
Too many things have happened recently! And I have been overwhelmed with life lately! But the dust is finally settling and I can see clearly again!
To start, I changed birth control…AGAIN! For those who don’t appreciate a little TMI, scroll past this paragraph! Long story short, the BC I was on for years was discontinued, replaced with a “generic” that I became a hot emotional mess on, I switched to Depo which I LOVED (minus the lack of any weight loss despite desperate measures), and now I am trying Yaz. The reason I’m not keeping my BC choice hush-hush, is because I have read a plethora of negative reviews of every kind and it scares the tar out of young women! To think that every pill causes women to want to kill their significant others, bleed uncontrollably, or who knows what else, is and was truly frightening! Anyways, I am beyond happy with my decision now and after taking a few weeks to regulate the hormone roller coaster that is my body, I believe it’s finally settling in. I am increasingly happier, less paranoid, and actually more outgoing. Things that my husband has noticed as well! And ladies, if you think your world is crashing down, try changing your BC! Lol!
Next, we are finally settled in to our house on post. We absolutely love it and I am not sure how we ever lived in an apartment. We are also officially BROKE because of this as well! It is way too much fun to decorate your own home!
Most excitedly, I am at a place in my life that I never thought I would get to. I always envied those who didn’t seem to care what people thought, and just lived their lives. I have finally reached that point, and it is an amazing feeling. I still care and love with and intensity beyond explanation, but I don’t worry so much about what others think of me or my choices. I value life a little more, and I realize that love is the most important thing. I am not fretting the small stuff anymore, which is a huge accomplishment for me! I made some friends last weekend at a BBQ we had, and I am finally feeling like more of a person than a shy little girl.
I am also at a place again where I am second guessing my career choice. Self explanatory, but I will channel Shakespeare on this one: To go back to school, or not to go back to school. That is the question. Hehehe…
I have started getting back into pet sitting, which will be a busy and rewarding feat come holiday time! Let’s of pet parents need a sitter!
That pretty much sums it up. I hate to say that’s all because I promised that tons have happened. It sure seems like it with how busy we’ve been! I have many, many ideas for posts that will follow as long as I don’t fall asleep! Lol
Love and happiness.